Rustyroad

2010-11-13T17:05:00.002+08:00

I think its retarded of me to have 2 blogs -.- ok very retarded.. so I had moved to tumblr!

www.frownyfrown.tumblr.com

not permanently in Tumblr. Will blog her once in a while

My formspring:)

http://www.formspring.me/KillDesires

2010-11-10T19:17:00.004+08:00

Class chalet was 2 days 1 night ( sucks I know right ) but it was wild and insane! It kinda started off quite badly cause people were pissing me off and some people gets pissed off. But it went good later .

I did not expect to have soo much fun at the chalet. Last night was even awesome! We couldn't sleep thanks to Syed cause he couldn't sleep. Too hyper last night and he was talking too much of rubbish that keeps us wide awake. Am still quite sleepy after I had a good 7 hours of sleep.

The fun we had was INDESCRIBABLE . NOT EVEN the pictures could paint a thousand words cause there are really epic moments and nobody snap it down. Only all posing for the cameras,looking good and there you have it.

But overall, it was crazy with all that rockets,burnings ,swimmings,jokes, misbehaver,stupid funny brags,night walking,BBQ-ING,disturbing people and etc etc kinda naughty stuffs . YES BURNING ! EVEN THE TOILET PAPER!!!

So, the BBQ yesterday and class chalet's plan was a success!!

I kinda miss yesterday now ... nostalgia I guess

There's dance tomorrow. I'm extremmmeeely lazy to attend

Most photos are in facebookk ^^

2010-11-08T01:22:00.004+08:00

Its 2 am in the morning and I am still not asleep yet and am having the habit of staying up late flipping the magazines and reading some Tumblr . Gonna meet my 4 ladies later at city hall for Orchard shopping. Thinking of bringing my lil camera along to snap .

Tuesday is gonna be another exhausting day.. class chalet.

Hope tuesday will go good

Loving you is nice , being with you is great but falling out with you is what makes me crack

2010-11-06T20:34:00.001+08:00

I see you shakin

Spent a day today at Novena shopping with Mum, Auntie and her son and my sister. It was boring cause novena is not a nice place to shop? thats my opinion.

Monday orchard with some of the FCS

tuesday-wed - Class chalet.

thurs-dance

fri-no-plans-made-yet.

Class chalet better be great

2010-11-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

Anger has took over me and I can't stop it

I really do detest people who didn't do well for exams and yet all they do is blame their fellow classmates about their bad results. Seriously please fucking get a life I swear.

When the teachers were teaching, we were all paying 100% attention and we didn't even made a single sound. But than, YOU said that you couldn't pay attention in class cause we were making noise. FUCK YOU MAN SERIOUSLY! think about it, we all can achieve good grades but why can't you? cause you were in class fucking talking to your friends while the teachers were teaching and than now you are telling ME that you couldn't study in class cause we made noise. FANTASTIC!

I don't care if you hate her or me cause WE all clearly knew that we weren't making a single noise in class when we are in serious business. I mean come on man! you don't blame others about your grades! blame yourself okay!

and you think you are so well liked here? GROW UP BOY! you annoying and irritating. So quit being a mother fucking hypocrite and stop fucking blaming us about your bad bad results.

seriously go fuck yourself hard if you still don't get it or telling me that we are the DISTRACTIONS.

fuck off bitch. One more time, and my anger level with you is OVER MAX, your dead.

JUST.ONE.MORE.TIME

Don't fucking forget, next year, we are going to be in 2c1 boy! classmates again . So bloody think before you ever say about US BEING THE DISTRACTIONS CAUSE WE FUCKING DID NOT MAKE NOISES IN CLASS WHILE THE TEACHERS WERE TEACHING

2010-11-01T12:27:00.001+08:00

sick T.T

I can't go out with my FCS today T.T all thanks to fever and stomach flu T.T and I have to eat so many medicine! wth

2010-10-30T19:17:00.003+08:00

I drew cherries on my 10 fingernails

I'm a first timer and this is the end product. I was so bored

2010-10-30T12:13:00.003+08:00

1c1 2010

We shall mark our happy and bad memories here and hopefully create memorable memories next year.

2c1 2011...

2010-10-26T18:22:00.004+08:00

Results

Am not satisfied with my results. Could have done it way much better.

I can't believe after all these efforts that I had put in, I still could not achieve what I want to achieve..

This feeling totally sucks.

But on the brighter side, I finally earned an A2 for geog after so many tests!

I'm always getting a (Fail-by-1-mark) marks and (pass-by-1~3-marks) marks. Enraging ?!

It's just ain't there by my side when I needed it.

2010-10-23T19:14:00.005+08:00

And it grew stronger and stronger and stronger and stronger and stronger

Gonna make myself busy from tomorrow onwards by going out,handling the Clique's livejournal blogshop and stuff.

Livejournal blogshop will officially be open in 1 month time. Or maybe in 3 weeks time.

Am going to convince my mum to let me take up for B-boy classes at Oschool. I won't give up.

If we could be together for awhile ~

that song is stuck in my head

2010-10-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

Douchbag

I witnessed something that I should not even be witnessing.. And it just broke my heart. I can't stop thinking about it. That scenario keep popping in to my head .. I just can't forget. And when I am reminded about IT, I would just breakdown..

I hate you for doing that. And yet you seems like you doesn't care. Just get lost and don't come into my life anymore. You are just torturing me.

Get out man

God,Help me.

2010-10-21T12:47:00.006+08:00

Skipped school

Didn't go to school today as I don't feel like it and it was raining cats and dogs this morning at around 6 am. Exams are already over but I am still not really used to it. But finally, freedom is OFFICIALLY BACK ! Damn happy.

Have been going out with Clique to enjoy ourself. Am looking forward to the day when we are going to sentosa and other fun places to enjoy ourself. But I need a job badly.. I need $$$

20 october 2010

went to Tamp 1 with 7 members of our Clique to shop around and decorate cakes from the Icing room. We played with the remaining icing's by drawing mustache on each other's faces

Fcs 2010' for the WIN! I love my Clique . This is the end result of our clique cake decoration product

Halfway drawing on navjeet's face. Love it

So after all these fun , we went to the Open Plaza and ate our cake. I asked for 10 big candles even though there are only 7 members there ( excluding me )

THE DAY JUST BEFORE GEOG PAPER

Clique came to my house to mug for Geog. It was kinda productive

we took a mini group picture together as a Clique but 3 members are missing.

I really wanna invest in a CANON EOS DSLR next year. WORK WORK WORK!

2010-10-20T19:02:00.001+08:00

Have tons of pictures to be uploaded.

-Studying Geog the day before Geog papers and

-Outing with Clique

But blogger is pissing me off cause image uploads will be disabled for two hours due to maintenance -.-

2010-10-15T18:31:00.001+08:00

Today,

Had my Geography paper. It was insane!! When the invigilators gave out the question papers and I got stunned when I flipped open my papers. Then, when the time has come, I stared at my paper for a good long 15 minutes.. I think I am just gonna get an average passing mark.

Gonna rely on Science, Lit and Math to get my 70% ! I need an A1 FOR both Math and Science.

GO CHEM! GO BIO! GO MATH!

2010-10-13T21:22:00.002+08:00

I have been forcing myself to mug ! This is bad!

I better get into express..

Been going to the school's library with Clique to mug and spent another 2 hours to do my revisions at home.

2010-10-02T16:38:00.003+08:00

I got my own formspring account. Ask me anything!

www.formspring.me/KillDesires

This is my formspring :) you can ask me anything or leave me a comment cause I've no tagboard.

Chinese eoy is officially next week on the 7th of october. Eoy is starting very soon. I got to mug hard

2010-09-28T22:06:00.001+08:00

Day 2 of exhaustion...

Super tired and restless now.. Today is not really that productive.. I wish I can concentrate. Next thurs is my CL eoy and I am not really prepared cause I am really very weak in Chinese. I need to pass Chinese.

I am on the verge of giving up. My eyes is half close now and it is like 10pm? too early for me.

Nowadays, I don't really have enough of sleep.

2010-09-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

Another day of worry

Today, after school, clique and I planned to study. It wasn't as productive as the last few days. I feel so guilty and lousy..

Eoy is making me misery T.T

I kinda hate my life now.. and now, I don't even know what to study!! HORROR OF HORROR!

seriously.. why

2010-09-26T22:15:00.004+08:00

Why wasn't I hardworking last year

I just asked myself this question "Why am I in na?" I seriously regretted slacking and playing so much last year during my PSLE year.. If I was a little hardworking, I could have been in Express.. I hate how I have to worry everyday that I cannot make it into express... I hate to work so hard cause this is so tiring .. I know I have to perserver this year to get promoted but I always have this feeling that I cannot get promoted and sometimes , I believe I can. Why is my faith so small? Why do I doubt so much? I keep on procrastinating and I knew that this is bad. I got to seriously stop all these distractions.

Nobody ever knows how I feel even though they claim that they do

Nobody will ever know how much and how desperate I am to get into express

I prayed every single night YES SINGLE NIGHT that I can get into express and I know that I must have faith so that my prayers will be answered.

I really want my faith to be big!

Now I see no point blogging here about how I feel or how I thought now..

I guess I have to just confide ALL my feelings into somebody else.

I have my clique that stands by me

good seniors that would help me

friends that would support me

I have everyone to tell me , that they believe in me and know that I can do it..

But why can't I just believe in myself .....

2010-09-07T12:46:00.000+08:00

On Hiatus

This will be my last post .. ( For now) cause EOY is coming and I need to study harder to get 77% and convinced my mum to let me take up B-boy classes at Oschool. Oschool totally rocks okay. Sharmane introduce it to me .. Super thankful to her!!!! hahaha

Will be coming back after End-Of-Year

2010-09-06T19:12:00.006+08:00

Needs & Wants

This kind of English standered I have here now is no wonder why I got a 63 for it. I know that I can do better than before . End-of-year WILL be my last hope.

I need and want so many things now!! This is super frustrating and when I turned my head, I saw a gigantic ugly lizard. Kinda shocked me. Just finished reading Emily the strange comic volume 1 and it was super addictive! I kept reading it over and over again and I tried to get bored of it by reading Stranger and Stranger. AT page 12 now.

Baked cupcakes for myself cause I was at home alone doing my science homeworks and tuition homeworks. Will be revising Chinese and Science again later tonight.

I need ....

1.A DSLR camera cause canon powershot E1 sucks !

2.To get into express

3.77% for EOY

4.To keep following my own plans for september holiday

5. Improve on my English, to get an A1

6. A job

7. Facial

9. A new phone

10. A break

11. Save money

12. More money hence, I need a job

13. To study harder

I want....

1. DSLR camera

2.Facial

3. To get into the express stream

4.To go shopping

5. Emily the strange dolls and novels and bags and etc

6. Im not a spoilt brat

7. No zits on my face , No red dots

8. to be inspired

9. To be a better dancer

10. Learn B-BOY .. Airflare and Windmill so I will be cool

11. clique to be more united

12. Blackberry bold or an Iphone 4

13. Things to stay like this.. perfect and fun.. worry-free

2010-09-05T21:23:00.003+08:00

Fav things

I'm a happy girl ! Happy that I got my fav fictional character Emily the strange book's from kinokuniya like finally. Tomorrow is a monday and it is the start of September holiday. I should cherished my time of sleeping now.

2010-09-04T19:14:00.013+08:00

Puberty strikes. Zits sucks!

I had my purple contact lens since hmm august 23? I wanted pink but it don't exist in Singapore how sad. And no! I do NOT want to buy it ONLINE cause I don't want my eyes to be infected or go blind .

I fell in love with Fresh-look contact lenses and I think I am going to buy Amethyst color . That color is beautiful and rare cause it is a 3-in-1 technology contact lens! $42 for a box! or maybe it is the monthly wear type.HMmmm and I DO NOT have myopia ( please take note )

Had cell meeting at Gabriel's and it was fun! But today's plan for revising chinese had failed and tomorrow I will be going to Orchard , Ngee ann city + Ion + don't know where to shop with mum and go to my fav bookstore KINOKUNIYA to shop for books! can't wait.

Last wed was teacher's day. So it was a school holiday for us and I woke up at approximately 11.30 to get prepared cause I am going shopping with Jewel,Carey and Kityu. It was fun and yeah we were like shopper-holics. I love cotton on . I bought 2 off-shoulder tops and 2 tanktops to match with my off-shoulder tops and these 4 costs me only $50! CHEAP !

Gonna wear one of it tomorrow to go orchard with mum! Again, can't wait.

Oh btw, these photos are outdated so my zits + mosquito bites are gone! REJOICE ! well except some irritating small little zits are still there.. I need to go facial.

I love my clique

2010-09-03T17:34:00.002+08:00

I got my report book back and I am HAPPY with my results except for chinese. Chinese seriously pulled my NICE percentage down. SHIT IT!
After september holiday, there is TONS of tests awaiting for me to ace them .. oh well im ready :) Geog,math and science :)

I need to get 85~ marks for all subjects EXCEPT chinese. I need at least a 65 for chinese . Oh well! EOY EOY EOY!

Watched movie with Navjeet,Seika,Cheryl,Gerallyn,Kityu,Carey,Jewel, Yani and Masreena! we watched HAUNTED CHANGI and yeah quite scary and shocking. It's super cool when everyone screams in the theater!! Went to artbox after that and I bought those beautiful notebooks that are priced only S$1.90 !! SUPPPER CHEAP! I am officially in love with Artbox <3 ( Not because of the cheap price BUT their designs and quality )

I'm living a happy life now :) I have awesome clique,friends,seniors,dancemates,FAMILY and lover. Also, I had improved my overall percentage :) haha! NEXT GOAL, 75 PERCENT! YESS WANWEN! I CAN DO IT! :)

2010-08-28T21:02:00.002+08:00

My blog is super dead! YES! no pictures.. just words but who cares anyway? There's facebook ;D

Had fun at lan with the people! anil etc etc ! haha yeah i enjoyed myself ;D I enjoyed myself going home with him more.

I just wanna say that Im sorry for doubting you or ignoring u. When HE told you that, I knew that you will be super heartbroken and sad... Im sorry. And will never do that again

wO AI NI ~

2010-08-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

Step up 3D was awesome and I am so going to watch it again with dancemates (Y) inspire us to be another better dancer. Awesome much.
26 26 26 26 26 26 26 AND 25 25 25 25 was awesome.

2010-08-20T20:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY!

I got some of my CT results back and am quite pleased with it. Ms gan gave me yellow forms ... crap
WAAKAKA MY LIFE IS SO SEXYNOW

Wow I just realized that I love you so much sia....

2010-08-17T17:58:00.002+08:00

13 things

Am really not happy now cause there is chinese tomorrow. I suck in chinese and chinese pulled me down on my percentage for MYE.

13 things I want in my life for now.

1.To get promoted to Express

2.An A1 for maths again

3.An a1 for geography as I am quite strong in that sub

4.Things to remain this way

5. Be more organized

6. Positive and determination ( Like now )

7. More attention from mummy

8. Try to save more $$

9. Trying not to get amnesia...

10. Emily the strange things - Books,bags,dolls etc

11. To have a chance to go AUS with dance

12. Time to go abit slower

13. Have fun

2010-08-06T21:24:00.003+08:00

Am super tired now because of this morning and afternoon's plans . We, 1c1 had to go to NAPS to give our post cards and tell the students to sign it for singapore. Went back to school and we had wasted 45 mins of our freee time and life on staying back and complaining about ms gan. How awesome. Thank god that the test was postponed to next wed. Wasn't really prepared to do it so THANK GOD!

I need to mug really hard now as common test is just next fri and I am so going to spam time on studying and should stop my NONSENSE for awhile.

I hate my class. Stupid people! I mean must they be so annoying? I am fine with all the girls in my class but some of the boys are really asking for a BEATING. GOSHH!

FUCK 1C1

FUCKERS

2010-08-04T23:08:00.003+08:00

No title

It's humanities this week and guess what? Navjeet and I got chosen for the GEOG lower sec competition and we got 3rd. Well we could be champion but because I shouted out the ans and didn't raised my hand so , not counted. How shit is this. Twice somemore. Oh well... at least getting a third is not so bad afterall.

Class has been great.So far. But I guess it can be much better. My life is improving but at the same time, I feel like runnning away from reality, the fact that I have the 98 % chance to stay in NA. THIS IS SHIT!!! super shit!! Science test is on friday. I have to study really hard for that. Okay whatever now. I need a break.

Sometimes , I wondered why the fuck would I wanna stress myself out?! why am I torturing myself? why am I giving myself pressure?! this is shit! No one can understand me EXCEPT Jiajun and Navjeet. They could understand me and I got the assurance of them keeping my secrets and I feel really comfortable confiding my feelings to them. Awesome.

2010-08-03T20:34:00.003+08:00

SUICIDE TEMPTATION

Guess what? I didn't have the time to blog and the time to blog about Tapestry 4. Pictures are all on fb.

On sat, I had an awesome day with Jiajun, Yeexuan, Rahim ,Jarrett and Mitchell at ETP and movies with the other rest. Was jiajun's birthday. Had fun. But on that fcking night, I suddenly had the temptation to jump off a building. I wanna experience the pain and life after death. I suddenly felt so low and I felt like the most useless person on earth cause it's like I don't even think that I can go to express . Really very depressed about it. On the next day of school, I talked to navjeet about it. She and I don't even feel like living in this horrible and polluted earth anymore . We wanna jump down together cause we swore that we are BEST FRIENDS FOREVER and that means that we are together forever. Die together . I teared after thinking about everything NOT because of me wanting to end my life but because of my misery. My mind was crazy at that time! I don't know what the fuck is happening to me . I don't want to like this either, emo and gross . Even though I am fine now, but I think I might consider jumping off the building if I do not get into Express. Oh wait I don't think . I PROMISED MYSELF! everyone is enjoying their sec 1 life now but I am not. I am studying hard ! very hard! and whats worst is that people all told me that " Oh you can do it! i believe in you! jyjy!" " PRove them wrong! continue tobe like this! I believe in you!" and etc but DO I FUCKING BELIEVE IN MYSELF?! NO! so why bother telling me?? I was angry with myself for losing all those confidence because I had been slacking recently . WHY THE FUCK IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?! If I could, I will jump off the building now. Not because I want a death-attention but because I hate to live with regrets and troubles already. IT SUCK YOUR LIFE UP!

FUCK LIFE NOW!

2010-07-27T18:29:00.002+08:00

Special someone in my heart

Had just realized that my blog is so dead. Who cares anyway. Am happy to say that I have been concentrating in class and can remember every single details and lesson that have been taught . HAPPY ME! Time passes really fast and somehow I am kinda glad it is and kinda sad about it. School had been amazing lately and I dunno why. But it really gets on my nerve when people are teasing about clement and I when it was like so long ago.. I meant we are NOT together ok. Jesus had answered my prayer! HAPPY TTM! I am so happy right now! I didnt expected it to happen but it just happened. FUNNIEST AND HAPPIEST THING THAT IS IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

2010-07-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

Am not happy now. Not going to write about tapestry. Gonna go study. Maybe someday and someday,will post about tapestry stuffs

2010-07-18T19:02:00.001+08:00

Will blog about TAPESTRY tomorrow

ciao people

I have been such a lazy freak nowadays. Especially towards blogging as the pictures are loading like some bitch. hmm tomorrow

I need to get out of 1c1 soon

I love tapestry to the max. I love it! Hiphop plus jazz!
Can i keep the jazz costume? Can I dont return it to mr derek?
The jazz dance is so memorable

2010-07-07T22:55:00.002+08:00

It sucks when people doesnt tell you that your pretty. It would just makes you feel suckish and the ugliest girl on earth. This is bad. Very bad.

Tapestry is just next week. Am I even ready to dance confidently in front of everyone? like how I had did during SYF and public performances.

Gracefully

Confidently

Passionate

and you will feel like you had already conquered all the dancers on the stage and the spot light is shine only on you. Only you.

But that feeling in me was gone. I felt like giving up when I cannot remember the steps and do it well or give my lousiest shot. I had been frowning. Sucks again.

I really want you to notice me when Im dancing. I only want you to see me dance. It would just boost my emotions and confidence. I will not be afraid or nervous. I hope those feelings will come back.

I think I had suffered from Amnesia since june. I had totally forgotten how to do Angles and how to organize and plan things to get my goals. SUCKS TTM!

Am not so moody or sad now. Just neutral. Neutral....

I love Emily the Strange

2010-07-05T19:07:00.005+08:00

Migrate!

I've got a stupid itch to migrate to australia to study there , have fun there and live there forever! Or maybe, go travelling around New york , Los angeles and other places of interest. The shops there are big and we can wear those glamorous clothes and boots! Not like in singapore,Whatever we wear, people will give us those rude stares and judge us like nobody's business. 'THIS GIRL MUST BE MAD! SINGAPORE IS SO HOT AND YET SHE HAD WEAR LIKE THIS" Those remarks are from aunties. Yeah middle or older aged women. *Yawns*.

I think I am becoming like those girls who loves to take care of their skin . Cause recently when I am out with my friends, I would drop by at watsons,guardians or the body shop to find those lotions that would help my skin to be smooth and nice. GRHH! The worst thing that has occurred to me is that I had bought Lip balms and hair cream! I would never do that but I guess I did. I'm a growing girl. Singapore is small and hot. But it is the most beautiful country of all times! Clean and green! But its not really fun to have fun and nice to shop around as the things that we wanted most is not available in Singapore. Sad much. I just wanna migrate there! More freedom,more fun people and kind people and yeah FUN PLACES TO HANG OUT TO!

even though some is racist. I'll slap them if they are TO ME

tata

2010-07-05T00:51:00.004+08:00

Hell

Hey readers! I am going to share with you guys today about hell. Yeah hell is real. You might think that oh Im just like the another naive girl but last time, I doubt that there is Heaven or hell. But now, there is hell. And i believed.

Here is what my church had preeched about. You guys better know Jesus . In order to go to heaven, your name must be in the Book of Life. I got this video from my church and even though this is fake, but this is confirm how or what it is like when you recieved a A LETTER FROM HELL from your friend or who.

Here it goes

Dear friend,

I died today.

Its alot of different than I expected. You see, I always thought that dying would bring me to a world that is foggy and hazy. But this place is crystal clear.. Its even more real than my life on earth. I can talk, I can think and I can even feel. I can feel my spirit leaving my body. It was the weirdest thing. I thought I had heard you screaming out to me man! At first, I was just standing in a line. Getting registered I guess, they have me for my name. And begin to look in this thing called the Book of life. I guess they couldnt find it though because this huge angel standing next to me and grab me by the arm and started dragging me away ! I WAS TERRIFIED! I had no idea what was going on . I ask the angel where it was taking me. Finally, he told me that only those , whose name was written in the book of life could enter heaven! the rest, would be condemned to hell forever. Man I was scared! the angel threw me into some kind of mouldy cell where I have been sitting and thinking for a long time. Do you know what I WAS THINKING? I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU! You are a Christian! You told me yourself! i MEAN WE TALKED ABOUT IT 3 DIFF TIMES A DAY!! you laughed it off you changed the subject! I mean it came up right before the rack ! well the question that did not came off from my mind is why havent you ever told me about how to become a CHRISTIAN? I mean you said that you are my friend! but if you really were, you would have told me about JESUS! and tell me how to escape from this terrible place im headed for! friend! i am terrified! NOW THE ANGELS ARE AT THE DOOR! OH NO! they are coming in! pointing at me! THEY ARE GRABBING ME! AND CARRYING ME OUT OF THE ROOM! i can already smell the burning sulfur and brimstone! THIS IS IT! I AM WITHOUT HOPE! they are come closer and closer and closer! MY HEART IS BURSTING WITH FEAR! they are holding me over the flame!I am dead forever! this is it! they are throwing me in to the fire! FIRE, PAIN! HELL!!! why! why didnt you ever tell me about JESUS!

By your friend

PS, WISH YOU WERE HERE ( IN HELL ) he meant

scary isnt it! PLEASE ACCEPT JESUS INTO YOUR LIVES AND GET YOUR NAME IN THE BOOK OF LIFE!

2010-06-28T20:43:00.005+08:00

Exhausted

Right now I am super tired that I can just fall and sleep on the floor from my chair and yet I am still forcing myself to update my blog. Schooled today. Very happy cause we all have new teachers and subject for this semester. Geography and Home econs . Awesome.

School today WAS tiring too. Danced till 6 plus. There will be dance AGAIN these wed and fri due to TAPESTRY. SHIT OR WHAT!

And another thing is, semester 2 is a really short semester. How sad.

Knowing that we were once so close hurts like so much. I have always been dreaming of us going back to the past where we were so sweet and so attached to each other. All of a sudden, we just became strangers . I don't know why. Don't be like this. You know I miss you. You had hurt me twice but I still chose to forgive you boy. Why are you like this? Is it because your done flirting or whatever it is and starts to fool w other girl's feelings? fuck you . But truth to be said I MISS YOU

2010-06-22T18:52:00.003+08:00

FUCK YOU

oh yeah . School is starting next week. Wonderful. I want my sleep D: But I miss school somehow and I don't know why.

Just hoping that term 3 would be awesome. Term 2 is a bitch. Gonna work hard for my ca2 and EOY. My holidays are great. I got my pay from mum cause I had helped her in her office last 2 weeks ago and I haven been going out quite often. Dance was good. Everyone was so energized! Can't wait for tomorrow!

Oh fuck you man .l. oh yeah YOU YOU YOU! hehe ;D you think you very cute ah? so what if your nice to me? or I am nice to you? always say that my tone of speech to you is ........ to you. GET A LIFE BITCH .l.

p.s/ not anyone from my class.

p.p.s / Even if it is from my class, it is none of your pee business

p.p.p.s/ and lastly, fucking admit about your blogpost about SOMEONE. No use hiding it bitch .l. stop lying. If you did it, fucking admit it you coward. I hope everyone will not deny it . hehe I will not deny it. Cause I had made my LONG-AGO post about somebody obvious. hehe but for you, ADMIT IT OKAY!

tata~

2010-06-20T18:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY YO

2010-06-19T00:47:00.000+08:00

Oh yes baby!

2010-06-16T19:04:00.002+08:00

ADDICTED TO SILENT HILL SONGS AND SILENT HILL THE GAMES AND MOVIE ITSELF

Like what my title has said, I am addicted to these things now. The song is so nice! I suggest you guys to hear it! hehe Im gonna put it in my ipod and blast it ;D

I wanna play the games so much and I wanna watch the movie too. You may think that I am crazy but no. I love the MUSIC AND MELODY SO SO MUCH bitch! hmm Very catchy and nice.

Life have been okay recently and I am dying to get out of this house and have some fun like how the others are having. Night outs and eternal laughters .. I miss em all . I want to have a sleepover at my house. hmm

2010-06-16T00:06:00.001+08:00

SHERMIN NG MY BABY!

Its finally your birthday after mine! hehe 1 month and 2 days after mine!

Haha i love you even though we had quarrels sometimes but you are always with me. My truly good friend.

Not forgetting navjeet they all too. BABY! YOUR OFFICIALLY 13! so choose the wise decisions okay! Lets go for 2r1 next year! we 1314

2010-06-13T19:19:00.005+08:00

whatever I had posted on my blog is none of your business ;D

unless.. YOUR ARE ADMITTING THAT YOU ARE ONE! ;D WAKAKAAAKA

hmmm yeah so unless you are fucking guilty ;D get over it bitch!

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R I H.A.D P.O.S.T.E.D HERE IS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS BITCH

2010-06-12T20:55:00.002+08:00

DESCRIPTION OF 1C1

This post is going to be quite long . I don't expect much GOODNESS from my class cause my class has full of HYPOCRITES,LIARS,BETRAYERS and bitches.

1c1 was an enthu class . WAS . But now, it is totally different. Hatreds among each other and treating each other like strangers. I mean why cant ya all grow up! AND FOR THE BOYS, please at least pay attention to our teacher's instruction. Do you know that it is super ANNOYING of you guys to keep asking us girls what to do for our holiday assignments?! I MEAN C'MON! pay a little attention will die is it? I don't understand why cant you guys just cooperate with teachers . Is it very hard of you guys to just sit still and listen to the teachers? man...

Another thing is, 1c1 used to be so UNITED together. And we were all like brothers and sisters! Now?? we are all like complete strangers to one and another. Talking behind about each others back and made that person to dislike this person ! WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?! super annoying can! You guys keep claiming that you all wanna leave 1c1. I dont think so....

Mostly all of you guys are fickle minded. YOU ARE ALL HYPOCRITES! seriously! ok not all but mostly. You know who you are bitches! and bastards!

change that shit attitude of yours and stop claiming that your MATURED enough to know all. Your not! You act and talk like one girl who doesnt knows everything but only want BACKUPS with you. You are just super despo for friends. EXTREMELY DESPERATE! stop being so desperate can?! Your results are like some piece of shit now alright. Im not being a bitch now but seriously, study now. It wont kill right?

MY class also have lots of immature people! YEAH SUPER ALOT OF IMMATURE OF PEOPLE.

The way the act like telling this person to dun friend the other person and say what OH I HATE THAT PERSON! SO WHAT LUHR! i mean C'MON! just accept who they are ok!

You are just not being yourself. You dont want to get hated so you act like another person,cloning this girl. And if your friends chose to be with this person, you wont like it and start to act like one lil brat who needs everyone's sympathy.

this class is super shit up i swear

I feel that she and I are drifting apart.

she and I are not that close anymore

its up to you weather you wanna

be with us again or not.

2010-06-11T16:45:00.002+08:00

KBOX PLUS KARATE KID WITH REENA AND NAVJEET

Yesterday woke up at ard 12.30 when I was suppose to meet them at 1

So I quickly went to brush my teeth and shower and get dressed and put on my eyeliner make up . It took me like around half and hour and I still got to wait for the stupid bus! LATE BIG TIME!

So i meet them at around 2 at Tamp mrt. Haha! sorry guys! So we went to took the mrt down to city hall and walk all the way to marina square. Can't find the things that I need to find . SCREW IT!

WENT TO watch Karate kid with them at 3.30 :) omg the show is super nice please! Make me feel so frustrated and excited! we were like watching football , hoping that the ball would go into the goalpost. haha! the feeling~ SUPER TENSED!

after watching karate kid, we went down to Kbox and sang. We all thought that the bill was going to be 39 cause each person is 13 , but guess what? it cost a freaking 69.44! We all got stunned . We dont even have enough cash with us. sheg. But we still had fun singing bad romance,let it rock,womanizer etc etc . haha! Reena got upset that she had to use her POSB nets card to pay for the bill. Haha! and we guys are blaming each other for a moment. But its okay cause we all knew that it wasnt totally out fault ;D the freaking woman did not even told us that each tidbits cost $7++. Two bowls of tidbits somemore. Agitated or what! We dont even want to tidbits at all! but they just gave us and we thought that it was FREE. But at least we got 4 cups of free drinks ;D

so overall, everything was A-W-E-S-O-M-E

I wanna watch karate kid again ;D and I am going to that ;D if anyone of you wanna watch, must call me ok! hahahaah~ ok i sound like a stupid despo but I dont give a damn about it

2010-06-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

Blog later

2010-06-06T18:40:00.005+08:00

Hehe see the picture up there? Yeah I am going out to watch movie with my beloved teacher

Midnight movies are awesome. Will continue to blog tonight.

Ok I am back :) Watched KILLERS instead of Nightmare on elm street cause it was m18 and the rating is just 2 thumbs up. Killers is 4 instead. The movie was awesome! It was hilarious :) Indeed the movie was worth my time and money. Just came not long ago anyway.Rainn and I talked alot :) we had a great time together. Maybe we are going to facial next sat :) whee!

I just don't understand why is SHE still wanna wage a war on me :) Well, sorry girl but I am not going to waste my time on arguing with you. I have friends FYI. so yeah :) if you wanna continue talking behind my back, feel free :) cause I wont even be bothered to MENTION your name from my name. My mouth will just completely rot okay. Not going to waste my time on talking about you . I rather talk about MEGAN FOX ;D

Good night!

2010-06-05T21:18:00.001+08:00

DESIRES

2010-05-30T12:15:00.004+08:00

______________________________________

Did you guys realized that I have been using cameroid.com to take pictures? Well wanna blame , blame it on an idiot who had exchanged my camera memory stick to an adapter. Eefing retarded. And I hate how i have to spend my money to buy a memory card. ARGG!

So yesterday's BBQ with Zone 3 was awesome! the people there are hilarious! There are good foods alright! Holidays are here already so how am I going to spend my time ?

Sleeping
Going out
Homework
revision
CCA
remedial -.-'' bummer...
Work ( at mum's office ) for an extra cash
MOVIES!
shopping!

Yeap. So these is what I am going to do. YEAH MAN~

hmm thinking of skipping PRASING time later at church.

2010-05-28T23:43:00.003+08:00

HOLIDAY MAMA!

oh my oh my! Look it is holiday already! Sadly, I still got cca and remedial for the first week . I think the science project on ecology is retarded. 3 TASKS?! my dear! That is alot yo!

Ok I am excited for term 3 because we will be learning chem and bio for science and geography. I think I can do soo much better for Bio and Geog. My results are alright. But the sad thing is that I am number 7 in my class. Sad. Expected better position. I failed Chinese. Hence, I got the remedial. Bang head please

How do I look in these photos?

2010-05-24T17:19:00.006+08:00

Confidence

I have a good news for everyone. I have pass my english. But , I am still gonna work on it. I know I can improve on it cause I've done quite well. Well, Not really that good but still have chance to improve on it :)

Today is really a good day for me! I had fun with friends .

June holiday is coming so I am so gonna go out with friends and have fun ;D It's been AGES since we had done that together already! It was either we had to study for MYE OR parents forbided us to go out as MYE is around the corner. But mostly the reason was, we got to study hard for MYE :D I guess I had done struggling that 1 week agony already , but I am proud to say that I am free from it . Excellent. :D

I've learnt something new too. Don't hate a person because you will never be happy. You will only think about the person you had and you will start to get angry and lifeless while he or she is having fun. I mean wouldn't you prefer to love people than hate? Hating is tiring. You will always tends to get your revenge on that person. But loving someone is super uper different okay! HAHA! Happy happy happy!

I AM BACK TO THE OLD SELF ME :) ROUND OF APPLAUSE PLEASE~

YEAH MY ENGLISH SUCKS AND I DON'T CARE! haha Ok maybe I care. BUT WHATEVER! Ok i care. I just do not have the time to check on my grammer and spelling and punctuation mark ok!! Me not so free to do that. ;D sorry!

( And FYI, I don't even bother to re-read my blog post before posting it. Sorry uh! )

2010-05-23T19:22:00.001+08:00

I hate you girls alot!

these 3 girls!

THISekyskekyskekyskekyskekyskekysk

2010-05-23T19:02:00.003+08:00

You just got to think like before wanwen. Being positive is the key.

I got it. I just have to think positively. Yesterday was a disaster! I really don't even feel like living anymore . How could he do that? Resort to such immature thing. I cannot bring myself to forgive him. Not only him, them too. But thinking about it, I have good friends around me so why should I even bother about them? My friends result are good when they are with me! So how could it be POSSIBLE for me to pull down your marks? Ridiculous. Especially shermin. She is always with me. ALL THE TIME, but her results are good! Your results are bad, blame yourself please :) thank you .

Another thing is, My life has been great so far :) hehe! True true no lying :) I like to blog whatever I want cannot ah?! Haha she claimed that I influ jennifer and her :) Last time I did :) But you can chose not to do it too . I admit, I did influ you guys plus that was like 3 to 4 years ago? Now we also never do it -.- LAME~ hahahaha!

Let her have her Glory Days! Cause one day, she will know :) So im just waiting for that day to come:)

I don't understand why cant you all be more sensible? I mean SHE ESPECIALLY!

I admit, me myself is not so sensible enough but at least I know how to think.

what what I PULL DOWN YOUR MARKS? ridiculous.

2010-05-21T20:53:00.002+08:00

FATHER LORD

My life hasn't been any better now. I have been struggling for approximately a week. Yes, I am suppose to be extremely happy as my math got an A1 -> 91 MARKS and my history is 3rd in class and science 65. I am supposed to be super happy about it cause I've never pass my math and science before. My results are always either 10-30 for math OR 20-40 for science. I've even got a D for PSLE for Maths . But now, MYE, I had scored a beautiful 91/100. Unbelievable isn't it? But I am still feeling sad and tortured. I am facing problem now. I dunno when I can be like the old me. I have great friends, seniors and family around me encouraging me. But I just cannot feel good. You may see me laughing and smiling , looking as if like I am super happy but I am not. Deep down inside me, I feel super tortured and terrible. I cried last night for approximately 3 hours. My eyes got swollen . It hurts. I didn't even turn up for school today. Not feeling good. Instead of sickness taking over me, Sadness took over me. Being sad and heartbroken is the worst feeling of all compared to getting a fever. I cannot believe that She had done that to me. Not only her, 3 of the other people too. I really dislike them alot. Not only me, my friends too. I cannot believe how she lied to me about being her second best friend. But in the end, she said it was all shit. She and I quarreled. Yeah. The other girl is always pinpointing me. Well , she is the girl that I detest the most! She ruined my life. I am in this horrible state now is because of her! Amish too! He is totally a two sided face guy! A hypocrite. He said that I am stupid and it was just my luck that I had gotten 91 for math. Is he jealous or something? I don't know why these people likes to pinpoint me and judge me!

My good friends shermin , cheryl all of them told me not to care about them . My other classmates too. I am blessed to have such caring friends and seniors. Sometimes I even wondered if god is helping me at all. I hate this feeling.I hate everything! Sometimes i even thought of dying! OH GOSH!

I am not pathetic or what. I am just confiding my feelings here. It is my blog. Why not?

2010-05-17T16:30:00.000+08:00

TYPO'S!

hey people! Please dont mind me if some of my spelling and grammer is wrong here. Typo!~~

2010-05-17T16:19:00.003+08:00

But your in my hatelist already and you cant expect me to rub off your name ;D

I love cheryl babe! She just taught me how to twEET by using your phone ;D I know it sucks to tell you guys this but yeah imma noob ;P

Oh yeah and it just twitted XD

Anyway, Heard that I got super high for my maths MYE! super happy please!

Life is good for me :) nice seniors, awesome friends and cool people ;D cool cool. This is extremely cool. How i wish i can blog using phone just like how I tweet using phone :) free somemore.

Good news for myself. Term 3 will be learning GEOGRAPHY! I bet I do well for geography ;D hehe oh yeah and we will also be taking HOME ECONS! GIRLS ARE GOOD AT IT ;D haha i guess.

I don't like it when people talk about our sexy back D: haha!

2010-05-16T23:10:00.003+08:00

Nostalgia

YTD, tashi's birthday bbq was fun! Love it

Anyway, I want things to be fun again in school. like ytd.

2010-05-14T17:04:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

WOOHOO! today is the best day of my life! It is my birthday ;D received so many sexy wishes! OMG~

Maybe i am too sensitive.But thats what it looks like. I cannot bring myself

to believe that your not saying it. I know you are. Why must you deny?

You just ruined my birthday D: I teared at pizzahut and because of you,

all my friends are sad also. Im the birthday girl and we should have LOTS of fun tgt

but you made me sad and teared, I emoed. Silence were everywhere. Not a single noise

made. All walking tgt pondering and telling me to get over it. It saddens me how they begged

me to smile and laugh again as it is my birthday. But i cant. ITS YOU! you knew that I am sensitive yet you did it. Please dont deny.

You had ruined my birthday and I am not going to forgive you

2010-05-13T18:38:00.003+08:00

Term 2 this year SUCKS!

TERM 2 SUCK SUCK SUCKS SUCKS! everyday has gone like HAYWIRE! like for awhile, this is good and suddenly it became bad -.-

tomorrow is my birthday and i hope that everything turns out well :) I hope that she will go and celebrate with us too! hehe ;D

I dowan everything to be ruin!

Sometimes i just pray that everything will be fine. Not just FINE but extremely fine.

I am not so confident for tomorrow's history exam as i am not working hard now like SERIOUSLY!

I dont want to screw my papers up! I wanna go express T.T !!! Also, I hope that term 3 will be even better! term 3 must be better than 2! 2 is seriously suckish to the core! Everyone is like super $#$^ grrr~~ term 2 is simply unbearable! all these problems! shit man\

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAy~ woohoo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEICONG MY BELOVED BROTHER!

2010-05-09T19:46:00.001+08:00

Wonderful!

Happy to say that things are getting much better today ;D church was GREEEEEEEAT! ;D

changed to a nicer song in my blog ;D super love it! muahahah!

Oppsie! Mid years lai liao~ yao mia le! D:

ZAI JIAN

2010-05-08T12:53:00.002+08:00

Is settling and forgiving solve the problem and be back to normal?

NO! NONONO! -- ( referring to my link )

Today is a sat! I know what to do to settle it quietly and peacefully ;D

Pray and ask for them to to keep their mouth shut and let me tell them and forget everything cause we had settled it on the phone already.

ANYWAY, Mid year exam is coming~ Super excited! WOOHOO~ i know i got something wrong right! and after talking to karyl last night, I just knew that she is WORST than what i thought of! TSK TSK TSK!

Some girls in my class is super frustrating! SOME SOME! ;D hehe

I still have navjeet,gerallyn, shermin and blah blah ;D cool ;D i love it

2010-05-07T18:34:00.004+08:00

Super bad misunderstanding

Had an average day today. But this is the first time I am hell having a crappy week!

I mean what is wrong with her?! Why is she always like this? I give up talking to her properly already . GIVE UP! YES GIVE UP!

I hope that she is reading this now. She only thought that I am a liar -.-'' i have good friends around me . I don't mind losing you cause you had just broken one of your promises. A BIG PROMISE INDEED.

You said that, but guess what? You let it happened.

It takes years and years to build a good and strong friendship alright! But it takes just a supid second for a good friendship to break. Think about it yourself.

All i wanted to say was, stop doubting. Very annoying. Ok.

To think that i was so nice to you cause you were my primary sch friend till now. Since p2 alright.

If your gonna let this small issue make us into an enemy or even strangers, go ahead. I have nothing more to say

2010-05-04T19:46:00.004+08:00

I will be back every once in a while

Maybe I am thinking too much right now but it is already may 4th. The remaining papers for MYE is next week. Gotta do well and get my 75 percent. Right now, I am just texting people, wasting my time on slacking while waiting for rainn to come. She is a great tutor btw ;D

School has been great so far. Navjeet and Jewel came to my house yesterday to finish up 1/2 of our art project. Baked muffins and cookies after that. I am proud to say that our muffins are a success! Despite the quite-bad appearance of it,it taste really good! texture was good, the INSIDE colour of it was nice. It looks like those real vanilla muffins and the RISING of the muffin was cute! ;D BAKED WITH LOVE !

Off to do my revisions for now. Got to get it all right to get my 75percent.

I think i had just screwed my ENGLISH AND CHINESE PAPER up.

This is shit .

2010-05-02T12:15:00.002+08:00

Back for good but for awhile

I've been neglecting my blog for awhile. How sad. Two main papers were down, English and Chinese. I think i should not doubt that i will fail. I did and prayed so yeah :) was expecting the best outta me :)

Its been a wonderful and fruitful week for me so far. What about yours? hehe I dont understand why there should be a week break for exams. I mean it was like this week there will be two papers and after that the week after the next week have Lit,Math,Sci and His. Time flies super fast. It is already may 2 in a blink of an eye! sad right?? hmmm birthday is coming very soon :) Hope that tashi would be more considerate and EASE my worries for the chalet. Hope that he will book it soon. I hate to go to him everyday and tell him to BOOK BOOK BOOk! super annoying. Well, I really want my bday party to be great! fun! and memorable.

Yesterday's cell gathering for LABOUR day was fun :) We all did enjoyed ourselves.

Vivien,cheryl,shermin,choonkiat,joshua,brandon,gerald,gabriel,angela,cynthia,rebecca,joanna etc etc :)

Well gotta mug like hell for this afternoon and tonight. Really want to go express man!

PS/ history test is on the 14th of may. I am going to celebrate with friends and family :) on the 15 we will have a party :) with tashi :)

GUYS! YOU ALL MUST BE FREE ON THE 15 OF MAY ALRIGHT! CHEERS!

2010-04-11T14:45:00.000+08:00

;D;D;D;D

Gonna MIA for awhile until MYE is over! Gonna prove to HER that I can go to express :) By saying it and doing it :)

Just you wait

2010-04-10T00:14:00.003+08:00

IN your face bitches

stop badmouthing k! very annoying you know .. You know who you are :)

and i dont like you now ;)

tashi all of them wan :) only the 5 of u dont :)

but i am not going:)

bitches!

nobody likes bitches!

My classmates ( 2 of them ) are just creating toubles. I am seething with rage now! I cannot stand how they treat us all. One of them, Took HIM for granted. Whatever she just wants, she would want him to buy it for her,and after buying it , she straightaway just gives attitude which everyone hates! ARGG! she is just PLAIN IMMATURE! She promised that she would stop her badmouthing habit but guess what? she still do it. This is no wonder why A HANDFUL of people hates her. Well, face the fact girl! Stop escaping from the reality. They may seemed that they LIKE you but in fact they dont like.

The 2nd one said that NO ONE! haha! But not no one :) is the 3 of them only :) HUH ELING??

anyway say i say you PON school! You have changed in to one girl that is EVEN WORST THAN WHAT YOU ARE LAST TIME! snob!

ahh~ I dont mind losing you as a friend cause you don't even deserve to be . Its just a person! If you cannot accept the way people are, too bad. NO BODY IS PERFECT! everyone has their flaws ok! Good and bad side. Think about it! You cannot expect ME TO BE PERFECT! I am only NICE and good to people who i like! If i am cold to you, too bad because i dont like you! You had been bewitched by her and yet you dunno?

And i am talking about the both of you. I've already made it obvious enough to make you both know it. TATA

opps gotta stop singing in class ;)

2010-04-07T18:31:00.003+08:00

Oh wait we are back to normal

Ok firstly i would like to say...

Happy advanced bday eling! Cant wait for the bbq.. Ok she is a very good friend... 3pm meet at pp and buy FOOD with them for the bbq and I am going to be chef of the day :) Nice one :)

Secondly, Just had out PET rocket project. Very fun :)

SO SHOCKED that 1c1 has changed ! Changed back to like the way it was. Fun, cool and playful :) He he why is it shocking? Because term 2 has been a very "bad" term and I was expecting my class to be very... SELFISH and BAD. But it turned out pretty fine :) hehe Im lovin it! I hope that it will always stays like this . How wonderful

I have also come to a shocking conclusion that class tests is coming soon. Like in a few days time. I suddenly remembered how i used to bombarded the teachers with stupid questions just to kill time :) hehe childish me ....

2010-04-06T18:02:00.003+08:00

Super outdated photos!

These pictures were taken like 2 weeks ago! I super love my fringe now :) It grew already. Side fringe is cool. Slanted side BESt! FTW~~ ;D MINE IS ALREADY SLANTED SIDE! HEHE BACK TO THE OLD DAYS ALREADY :)

Almost fall asleep in ms poh's class. Can i say that it is too boring?? It just make me sleepy everytime and i dunno why. Mid years is coming so i will not be blogging too often ..Gonna get my 75% .. Must go express :) Anyway, if you guys wanna comment, just comment it. Don't need tagboard to comment! Hehe! You can comment it under my post alright :) So stop telling me to put up a cbox there for you to spam or tag or spam :)

Tests , tests and tests! I think I've got a phobia for TESTS and exams . But whatever it is, I still must go express! Tomorrow, I am going to go to school early TO camWHORE with samantha and the rest~~ Love it! So my blog will not be dead with only WORDS! hehe! Pictures can also fill up the atmosphere in this blog! Boring oh-pink-blog :)

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2010-04-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

Last day of freedom

If you misunderstood the post, too bad cause i am not referring to you :) If you thought that it was you, than continue to have your crazy imagination~

Church today was extremely fun! Cabbed down to cornerstone to meet Nigel,Rebekeh,Vivien,Shermin,Joanna,Choon kiat etc etc :) We were all laughing and talking :) hehe best part of the service was PRAISING THE LORD! so fun! singing is fun alright! At about 3.30, I went to take a cab back home cause i was rushing for tuition. Teacher came and brought me to pizzahut for tuition. Hey it's not distracting there!!!

he he! Follow me on twitter @WanWennSupsup

2010-04-03T16:29:00.003+08:00

Currently studying.

Hehe i am ok with seika already. Although she is always annoying me with her nonsense shit, But i got to forgive her cause afterall she was my friend. And whatever she do, she will have to pay the consequences :) So i am going to stop it. :) hehe after confronting her yesterday, the feeling was good! Finally there is peace ! PEACE~~ mother peace~ hehe :)

She is also my classmate so what can i say? :) Nvm as long as she change that bad habit of hers:) hehe I dont hate her :)

Think about it, she used to comfort me when i am sad, go out tgt, scold people tgt and all those.

Cool memories :)

FINALLY! I GREW UP! HEHEHE!

2010-04-02T21:29:00.003+08:00

You started it, you shall end it

I've been neglecting my little blog D: hehe april fool's day was fun! Fooled quite alot of people. A real fool! Played pranks on people. But her prank was so immature and lame. Very lame. She thought it was funny -.- well its not at all funny! Its ridiculous! But i love KITYU'S prank. It was hilariousss and FIERCE! I love it <3

Just swam with SAMANTHA AND KIT YU BABE! pictures will be posted tomorrow :)

We dived alot :) hehe and we fed each other chickens cause we had bbq there! cool !!

Anyway, she is super plastic. I don't know why but everyone has changed. Even timothy wong. He has been annoying me and is giving attitude to me. WTH?! 1c1 has changed. It used to be so nice but now all like.. bochup.. even me! omg

And another thing is she has the same FRINGE as me! omg! and I was the pinkiest girl in class ( just in case you do not understand PINKIEST in class, i have pink bag, wallet,phone,ipod,ipod silcon,ipod pouch,shoes,file,earpiece etc etc ) and after coming back from overseas, she is almost as pink as me!

why do my class have such girl?! PLus another girl IS that she is trying to make me jealous. Fat hope.

I hope that this could be my diary . But than just wanna tell you that i DO NOT hate them nor dislikes them

2010-03-25T17:49:00.006+08:00

CHOCOLATES!

Hehe! his so goood! He gave me a box of chocolates and i did not even give him anything! sianzxz!

Today rocks! Gonna study my history now! or maybe later :) hehe there's a test for history tomorrow and it will be included in our ca2 grade :) Better do well wanwen ~~

For the next few weeks, i will be having alot of english tests. Like almost everyweek! Better do well again~ OH ya! I will be having my math and science class test! This is my chance to do well in my CA2 :)

We will be testing physics for midyears. Boring. I've never liked physics! Waste of my brain cells! Its just plain boring! seriously. I'm more to biology :) Physics is just not my thing

P/S: jennifer is a stupidd bitch :)

2010-03-24T16:15:00.002+08:00

Holiday today!

Hehe! Mr lim gave us a holiday today! ;D happy happy!

Yup im currently tired and yeah you know.. feeling very groggy D:

I got to finish up my science and history today! ( my own assingments and schools ) :) Feeling kinda bad for getting 62 percent overall. It sucks D: I got discouraged by it. Going to study later after a nap! I've been longing for a good long nap ;D

2010-03-23T19:22:00.004+08:00

I MISS IT!

I miss how we had chatted tgt online!

I miss those words that you will post it on my wall sometimes

I miss how you will greet me with that word!

But i guess things will never be the same after when i had just shut down the comp without waiting for your reply............

Went to century square POPEYE with dear vivien, rebekah,shermin and I :) Awhile later , choon kiat came :) we talked, we laughed and we played :) After that, both rebekah and shermin went back. Dunno which movie to watch so we have spent about 20 mins going around tm's cinema and CS's to see which movie we wanna watch. Ha ha! choon kiat gave up! so he left. Vivien and I decided to watch alice in wonderlane (3D) haha cool!

2010-03-21T12:37:00.002+08:00

Should change my way of blogging to a proper way of blogging :)

Maybe i should stop using the words like "sia","luhr","walao" etc etc :)

should also use PROPER language :) No slang~

tomorrow is the day where we will sit in class quietly and listens to the teacher nagging and talking ... sad...

Homework still haven't complete yet. My homework is waiting for me.. Super pathetic (x100000)

Currently listening to Coldplay's-The scientist. I'm loving Coldplay's songs. So emotional and cold :) very neutral ;D

Maybe i will be updating everyday:) And i hope to take this blog as my " electronic diary " hehe :) awesome!

Been talking to my cousin from Italy everyday! Fun talking to him :) can't wait to see him next year :)

aww man! My friends all said that palmer's products are good... should try it out :)

P/S: I want The bird and the bee , Coldplay and kesha's album ! BADLY D:

2010-03-19T19:38:00.002+08:00

Exhausted! BERRY BERRY EXHAUSTED!

Dance camp for 2 days! Tomorrow is the last day D:

anyway

FIRST DAY OF CAMP~

Went to school and gather at the dance studio with dancers and we danced latin jazz and something jazz if i am not wrong XD after that, we danced HIP HOP AND GIRLS HIPHOP~ very very fun and cool but extremely tiring.. how i wish i could just collapsed and sleep till tomorrow. The guys learned B-boy dance. I wanna learn it alot siol~

Second day of camp ( Today)

Today is much much much better :) we learned ACROBATICS and STREET JAZZ! awesome~~ Seriously.. after that we had games~ wacko , 2 truths 1 lie and something and water bomb~ AWEEEESOME~

Just cannot wait for another day to pass by :)

so guys! how was your holidays? Well some say GOOD some say BAD! but its ok :) I knew that some of US has not even started on our homeworks yet! goshh~ Well , I did only chinese,math and lit project :) but as for science... well i will leave it for another day~

2010-03-17T13:23:00.002+08:00

wassssup underpants!

Just cancelled my date with friends! D: Gotta study man! Mid years is coming sia!
And also, I woke up late ! VIVIEN IM SORRRRY D: and i also cannot go out cause i am broke and I need to study too ;D --> wo mama shuo de

2010-03-14T19:13:00.003+08:00

IM BACK!!

wasssup! lols im backk for good ;D I am a happy girl ;D hehe ;D very happy!

Yes i am posting with enthu ;D cool right? can make some people feel this way when their reading my enthusiastic blog post :)

And yes ;D i had finally changed my blog song and picture as you can see :) my iPOd is full of songs now. Cool right? yup ;D i super super love my blog song :) walao! new fav song for now :)

right.. here is how i am going to spend my march holidays :)

wait is it SPEND or SPENT?! i dunno D: omg!!

Monday-> Tuition from 9 to 10.30 and than go to parkway popular to meet kityu at 12 to buy our lit project stuffs and than to my house to do our project ::)

Tuesday--> Going out with him! to buy bag and all those ;D

wednesday--> going out with bryan than STUDYYY~!

Thursday->dance and study!

friday-> dance and study

sat->dance , play and study

CHAOS UNDERPANTS!

2010-03-12T17:11:00.002+08:00

WASSSSSUPPP UNDERPANTS!

ok firstly, i am in love with THE ANNOYINF ORANGE! it was HILARIOUS! ;D

secondly, people had been telling me that I am always smiling and laughing in school. Brings joy to everyone around me :)

SERIOUSLY! i did not know that. They asked

" looking at you make me feel so happy. Why do u smile alot? lols! i see u laugh and smile EVERYDAY AND EVERYTIME"

yes that is the question that people have been asking me.

Or they will say

" Wah u smile and laugh alot everyday sia! good! very bubbly :)"

and my reply was

" smiling and laughing is good :) i like it (Y)"

ME NO

worries

jealousy and all those.

THIRDLY! I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS! ALL THE 7 !

overall : 62 PERCENT! lols first time :)

i can assure u that i will get 70 percent plus for my mid years :)

just wait

wait

OH PEOPLE I AM NOT ATTACH I SWEAR!

2010-03-07T13:13:00.002+08:00

heyy guys!

My phone cable cannot connect to the com man! walao how upload pictures sia! Yani had just posted 3 spastic videos of us dancing in class ( a dedication to grace kuah that dua chio bu! ) :)

Oh plus everyone says its funny -.-

my seniors watched and told me -.- so paiseh sia!!

EH SIA LUHR! I PASSED ALOT SIA! walao! first time in my 12 years and 3 months and 7 days life can! I've never passed maths in my life before so now i did it! PASSSSSSSEEED! bloody hell!

OK! oh crap! I am going to bring my camera to sch ! I SWEAR! No pics in my blog --------> VERY SIAN I KNOW! I COME HERE I ALREADY SIAN! what to do/???? phone cable is pissing me off !

Oh yes! I heard that mr lee is reading everyone's blog. Mine, seika's,jennifer's brenda's and etc etc!

And right now, i am stalking teachers on fb :)

found ms rachel poh's MS GRACE LOW'S! mr ronnie goh's mr khongs and more more !

LOLS

GRACE LOW!

NO BODY DARES TO ADD HER! ;D

just in case u wanna look her up

ask iin fb!

say here later mr lee read i die sia! NOT U! I DIE SIA!

I dowan to die so fast. So better be safe that sowwie!

COOOL RIGHT?!

cornerstone event was eeefing awesome!

2010-03-04T18:06:00.001+08:00

Tell you what people. I had just passed my maths. First time pass :) and another one...

I GOT SECOND FOR DnT! 21/30 ! SHIOK~~

chinese i passssssed!

but failed history. Damn!

2010-02-20T17:26:00.002+08:00

BOOMZXZX!

currently wearing on my white little headphone and blasting the musics out loud!

OMG why am i slacking again?! damn it.. next week is already CA! HY and CL will be on friday. Been busy reading ANNE FRANK -> The diary of a young girl.

She kinda motivates me to blog. She named her diary kitty cause she dont have a true friend. LOLS

I BLOG BECAUSE I JUST WANNA REVIVE MY OH SO DEAD BLOG NOT BECAUSE I DONT HAVE ANY TRUE FRIENDS!

Im currently looking at my fb photos.. i look sucks D: haizxz

2010-02-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

I'VE BROKEN A RECORD ! IN MY ENTIRE 12 YEARS OF LIFE AND still counting on..

I've broken a record!

I have finally studied for 2 hours plus plus plus!!!

hmm after blogging and checking my facebook , i will resume it later :)

2010-02-18T18:01:00.002+08:00

IM BACK! just a few days before CA -.-'''''''''''

Hmmm next week first two tests of the day is HISTORY AND CL!
yeah! I slack for CL .. dont like it but po bian must pass. Pass above average...
nvm i can one ;D

ARGHH! i hate my phone! no cable one! WALAO! THE PERSON NEVER GIVE CABLE SIA! shit!
i bought this phone as a spare phone eh... changing phone again this dec.. my 2 years plan havent end yet. Somemore is not even 1 YEAR and my phone died.BITCH PHONE!

Changed blogsong again :) OMG IM SO SORRY FOR NEGLECTING YOU DEARR BLOGGIE! READERS! DONT RUN OK! I PROMISE I WILL UPDATE IT DAILY!

Oh~~ when i was in p3 and 4, i love reading boooks. Everyday read one.. just a week , i will pester my mum to bring me to POPULAR to buy new book. Now, whatever book i just had, i dont even BOTHER TO READ IT! no wonder i dropped alot.. But now

I'VE FREAKING STARTED TO READ AGAIN! LIKE HOW I USED TO DO! ;D;D;D;D;D

hmm hmm~~~ Pinned up my fringe the whole day! ;D;D;D;D;

2010-02-12T19:16:00.002+08:00

Suppper fugly hair!

2010-02-09T19:30:00.003+08:00

MIA-ING FOR AWHILE

Guess I am going to MIA for a few days cause common test is just a few weeks away from now.

Today my phone ALMOST got confiscated. Not because i was messaging in class but when my class was late for assembly, a teacher came to ask us what time was it just now. So i said 12.37 lo. And than i got it. LOLS he did not reprimanded me but just told me to set my time correctly. Lols another one was mrs lock and him assigned me something. If any girls from my class shirt tuck out, i will have detention for 1 day. One coller , 1 day. Nice.. Not them but me. So yeah now i gotta start to on my power on them liao! ;D

STUDY HARD OK! ;D

2010-02-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the cool memories boy

Memories flashed back when i see you. I dont know why. I told you that my feelings for you had fate but i guessed now.. Maybe , maybe not. I dont know.. But than yeah you gave me a wonderful "first year first month memories in sec " That was awesome man!

Went to church after 34y234 years of going.. ;D Yepp felt great :) After that Jennifer and i went to ecp. She went to do her stupid useless worthless work lo! MONEY EARN SO LITTLE! QUIT LUHR!;D ;D carey and jewel called me to chiong to ecp cause i was DAMN LATE FOR CYCLING LUHR! ok so I met jwen, carey, jewel and terrence. We cycled for like 3 hours than we went to mac to meet that siang fong. OMG LUHR GUESS WHAT?!

I WAS WEARING PINK SHIRT AND WHITE SHORTS AND

HE WORE PINK SHIRT AND 3 QUARTER WHITE PANTS!

OMG LUHR! SO COINCIDENCE CAN! same colour shirt and pants :)

Than we went to BK to have our dinner :)

carey and jewel suggested that we play the dragon shit thing so we went to play lo

LOLS THIS GIRL ASKED IF SIANG FONG AND I WERE COUPLE

dotzz>.

we love pink and white and black what D:

2010-02-06T20:49:00.001+08:00

You are the thunder i am the the lightning

Just changed blog song!

Next week got 3 tests sia!

chinese

history

damn it luhr..

2010-02-04T15:29:00.002+08:00

Sad and happy days :)

Sorry , been busy with stuffs so i do not have the time to blog :) Anyway life has been great for you . You?:)
Of coures luhr! Not everyday is great for me. Theres some problems too . I dont wanna say here :) Its not about friendship or what. Its something damn personal ;D

Yeap! Got reprimanded by mr khong :) cause he was like WANWEN WHERES THE PHOTO and again WANWEN! so i said YAYA WAIT!
-.-
yeah he said i got no manners. But he kept on pushing me -.- I was taking out my photo but i also need to find it lo! My bag got alot of things luhr! WORKSHEETS , BOOKS, CALCULATOR, COLOUR PENS and etc etc!

Lols i just love myself eh..
Sometimes i do think about myself.
I am selfish so what?
I also cannot always think about other people right
I also need my own happiness and freedoms what!
Whats wrong witht\ THAT?

oH yeah xavier and some of his friends thought that i stead with what ching jie ah -.- the ans is NO!
OK1! dont anyhow say hor

2010-01-31T19:42:00.007+08:00

I LOVE THE BIRD AND THE BEE!

2010-01-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

I NEED MOTIVATIONS!

I need motivations lo! I seriously cannot study right now.. hmm maybe tomorrow i will study even longer~

2010-01-27T20:02:00.003+08:00

Happy Family

Today at school, eling , jewel, carey they all started calling me mama -.- Than called terence papa -.- wth! Yes! Im free~~ Imnot a bad girl alright :) just naughty and straightforward.. Looking forward to tomorrow. You know sometimes i felt that it is already march or may :) Time passes too fast :) Yes seriously.. Shermin said D****'s face very guailan. She wan slap. LOLS! agreed :) but of coures i dont slap or beat girls :) Unless they are seriously idiotic and really an asshole than maybe i would :) Im not violent ok.

EDITS

i dont like terence

2010-01-25T20:28:00.002+08:00

Hoping there's no tomorrow

Yes my title said so why? Because I dont wanna sit somewhere else that is hot and boring for 9 hours plus. I really wanna get back to class and learn. I hope Mr adrian lim would just cancel tomorrow's internal suspention. I dont like it. Just put yourself into my shoes . Sitting down there 9 hours STRAIGHT! cannot walk around or what. I am seriously praying for mr lim to cancel it. I dont wanna be separated from my friends too ok. I really wish that tomorrow there will be no suspension lo! I WANNA STUDY IN CLASS! I was so attentive in class .

Anyway today also got nothing much.

2010-01-24T18:59:00.002+08:00

Im Not That Loud you know

I am going to change my blogsong soon :) Sick and tired of it.
Oh if you wanna know its title its called
Dairy Of Jane :)

Hotel Room service the instrumental version NICE SIA!

2010-01-23T18:44:00.002+08:00

I took my teeth scissors to re-layered my slanted frindge :)

a year ago i cutted slanted and now it was long and slanted :) but after i had trim it, it became more nicer than the previous one :0

SLANTED FRINDGE ROCKS! MY TYPE OF FRINDGE

my sis helped cut too

this is the outcome

2010-01-22T18:38:00.003+08:00

hmm hmm YAY!

OMG I AM DAMN HAPPY! CAUSE I'VE FINISH DOING MY DnT except for the printing and pasting but than i've finish doing my needs and values plus my mindmap! I BELIEVE I COULD GET AN A for my DnT design journal!

Im studying hard just to get into express

Hw-tuition-hw-play-study-sleep

hmm maybe i should not study too hard cause its just the first month and few days here. But i really wanna top the girls in my class :)

and if i did achieve that,maybe i should change goal and top the class and get promoted to express :)

YAYY! IM TOO EXCITED!

2010-01-21T19:12:00.004+08:00

Im so AGITATED MAN! DAMN WHY AM I AGITATED EVERYTIME?! NO GOOD NO GOOD ;D

TOMORROW SHALL BE MY LAST BEING AGITATED HERE!!

You know i dont hate the chinese teacher. She's an ass! So much for being kind..

My mother is coming down tomorrow -.- OMG LUHR the CL teacher said that was a small matter but she blew it up. And the DM, thought that our parents are free huh?! well please stop being so immature! they need to work man!

2010-01-20T17:34:00.007+08:00

Science class was free period. No teacher :) so we had been playing fights and have been walking around the blocks :D

PICTURES!

2010-01-18T21:10:00.002+08:00